Firstly, I greet all of you in the name of Jesus Christ.
Friend, are you sad for yr future? Don't worry. Cos' we don't need to worry about for tomorrow. In the Bible said, don't worry for tomorrow. So,we don't need to worry.
Are you sure for yr life? I mean are u born again?
Now it's the grace period. It'll be sad if you are not born again now.
If you want to get salvation, pray humbly and ask to God.